The Matrix Is Silence

Portrait by Angie Samblotte.

I step back so I can circle the object,
see it from behind, from below.
The object in question here a sentiment 
voiced amid chirps and squeals at a kiddie 
birthday party, held, aptly, at a gymnasium. 
Said tenderly, it stung, redolent
of childlessness. Obstacle course, 
tug of war the afternoon’s 
cathartic activity, alternating
teams: kids vs. kids / moms vs. kids 
dads vs. kids / moms vs. dads
I join anyway. I’ll role-play, 
clown around, reproduce 
authority’s pronouncements:
¡En esta casa debe haber ORDEN Y SILENCIO!

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“It’s been and gone.” This group convenes at Off Paradise to talk 
about the objects in the room in connection to “Metaphysics,”

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a poem by Wisława Szymborska. The idea of putting something 
else in relation to what’s already in the room comes up.

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Someone points to the floorboards’ grooves left by light 
machinery, then to that which could appear as equally subtle

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artistic intervention: the exposed pipes in the room, escaping
our attention like relative pronouns, unless something’s off.

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They speak, I jot bits down, but I can’t retrace the circuitry 
of my thoughts then. “In the same irreversible order.”

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If, out of the blue, I started speaking a poem, I offer, 
they’d have to reckon with its flitting presence, the way

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you acknowledge the objects you walk around to avoid 
bumping into them, especially if misplaced, or how you

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almost didn’t notice your tuning out the round rust-chested 
American robin’s bright, gurgling announcement of spring

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which, like all birdsong, is untranscribable and the sole reason 
why birds elude literary authorities. Others keep circling back

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to the first question, to OOO, fixating on the dynamic between
text and the sleepwalkers: nonfunctional objects that

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aspire to transcend their physical properties while withdrawing 
into themselves at the same time. How different sculpture 

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from picture, from window or poem, from third object or prop.
A general ooh is heard when someone speaks of “vibratory weirdness.”

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My scribbles, in an alphabet simplified over thousands of years
so that it may be learned by five-year-olds, transpersonal memory.

’s seven poetry books include Pause the Document, just out from Nightboat Books; Repetition Nineteen; The Happy End / All Welcome, a riff on a riff on Kafka’s Amerika; and two collections in Spanish published in her native Mexico City. Among other anthologies, she co-edited Women in Concrete Poetry 1959–79. She teaches poetry and translation at Brooklyn College’s Creative Writing MFA program.